December 2011
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Speeding down the highway at seventy miles per hour, with music surrounding me; it is 1:12 am. It is my birthday. But it is not my birthday and I do not hear this music. I only see the lights of the night blurring past me. I only hear the silent calm of my mind. The stars and clouds remain stationary; moving along with me. I long for no civilization, for solitude, for the absence of society. I...
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hug the dark
turmoil is the god
madness is the god
permanent living peace is
permanent living death.
agony can kill
or
agony can sustain life
but peace is always horrifying
peace is the worst thing
walking
talking
smiling
seeming to be.
don’t forget the sidewalks
the whores,
betrayal,
the worm in the apple,
the bars, the jails,
the suicides of lovers.
here in America
we...
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I’d just like to stay at Hogwarts for Christmas.
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Someone please find the circuit board of my existence and rewire my brain. I am so sick of having such a vast emotional capacity. I’d like to not feel for a while.
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I wish to be brave.
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To whoever paid for my coffee in the drive-thru Starbucks this morning, Thank you for my drink. More than that, thank you for showing me that there is still unrewarding kindness out there. You have given me more than a free breakfast. And for that, I thank you. I hope you will have as good a day as I will.
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I am in my calm. After nearly eight months, I have found myself. It has engulfed me. It has swallowed me and I am swimming within it. It is revealing infinity before my eyes. It is allowing me to see colors that are not of this place. Everything is beautiful. Everything that is ordinary has become real. This is real. I am real. And everything makes sense once more.
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